Lied. It is a lie.
You know when there is a chance you will come back to him. You know a small piece of him reminds you of your entire story about you and him. You know it is impossible to erase him completely.
"Love is a gift."
You know, love could change your perspective about life. You know, love could transform you to a different person, in a bad way or in a good way. Love would make impossibility is a myth.
"Loving can hurt. Loving can hurt sometimes. But it's the only thing that I know."
You sing, you lose.